#37. Palindrome On The Cover – Madam by Phoebe Wynne (Kindle)

I originally read this book as a temporary e-book from Hatchette Publisher’s now defunct Secret Reader program. I found the premise of the book captivating, but it failed to live up to my expectations. I found reading the book a chore, but I couldn’t be sure whether this was because the app for the Secret Reader wasn’t fit for purpose, or whether it was that I could just not engage with the characters or the book. 

Many of the plaudits for this book suggest it is “reminiscent of Du Maurier” and therefore, since I have finally read Du Maurier’s work, I thought it only fair to give this book another chance. 

 

“For 150 years, high above rocky Scottish cliffs, Caldonbrae Hall has sat untouched, a beacon of excellence in an old ancestral castle. A boarding school for girls, it promises that the young women lucky enough to be admitted will emerge “resilient and ready to serve society.”

Into its illustrious midst steps Rose Christie: a 26-year-old Classics teacher, Caldonbrae’s new head of the department, and the first hire for the school in over a decade. At first, Rose is overwhelmed to be invited into this institution, whose prestige is unrivaled. But she quickly discovers that behind the school’s elitist veneer lies an impenetrable, starkly traditional culture that she struggles to reconcile with her modernist beliefs—not to mention her commitment to educating “girls for the future.”

It also doesn’t take long for Rose to suspect that there’s more to the secret circumstances surrounding the abrupt departure of her predecessor—a woman whose ghost lingers everywhere—than anyone is willing to let on. In her search for this mysterious former teacher, Rose instead uncovers the darkness that beats at the heart of Caldonbrae, forcing her to confront the true extent of the school’s nefarious purpose, and her own role in perpetuating it.

A darkly feminist tale pitched against a haunting backdrop, and populated by an electrifying cast of heroines, Madam will keep readers engrossed until the breathtaking conclusion.”

 

Madam is set at Caldonbrae Hall, a boarding school for girls in the Scottish Highlands. The school has hired a new teacher, Rose, to teach the Classics and as she is the first teacher to be hired in a decade, Rose feels honoured and a little humbled that she has been given this rare opportunity. Upon entering the school, Rose realises that she has arrived at somewhere rather peculiar, and perhaps her teaching skills are not the most important thing on the curriculum. There is the feeling that something rather sinister and untoward might be going on.

This sets the tone for what could be an intriguing and mesmerising book; you wonder what is going on within those gloomy walls…what secrets are they harbouring? Early into the story you can guess what is going on, and as assumptions start to be validated, you expect a wicked twist at the end of the story. There must be some sort of pay off for reading some unpleasant chapters that are not strictly necessary for this type of novel.

#36. Has Futuristic Technology – In Our Likeness by Bryan Vandyke (Kindle)

It is strange to think that the science fiction of yesteryear seemed so unattainable. It really was the work of imaginative writers which made us think one day people would drive electric cars. It sometimes seems that if a writer can imagine it, then a person of science can try to make it happen.

There is a unique bond forged between art and science that so many people overlook. Those who scorn arts students for wasting tax payers money on "purposeless courses" (including governments) should consider how inextricably linked these seemingly opposite facets are.

The idea of Artificial Intelligence was once unthinkable, but now it surrounds us. Your smart phone can make a quick doodle look like a piece of art. If you're stuck writing a presentation it will write something for you. In some respects, it is current technology, however, it is not without its flaws. There are little giveaways that show when work wasn't written or drawn by a human hand. AI is still futuristic technology, so when this book surfaced in my choices for August's 2024 Amazon Prime read, I thought I would take a chance on it.

 

“Graham Gooding is a leader at a tech start-up when his brilliant coworker—and work crush—Nessie Locke asks for help testing a new algorithm. Graham jumps at the chance to impress her, and to improve his floundering personal life. He soon discovers that the algo is more powerful than Nessie—or anyone—realizes. It was built to detect lies on the internet, but when Graham makes a small edit to Nessie’s online profile, hoping to see if the program will catch the lie, Nessie changes in real life. The algo can alter the real world. Now, so can Graham.

 

No one knows what Graham has done, except his boss, enigmatic tech guru David Warwick. Graham is racked with guilt, but Warwick thrills to the possibilities of what they can do next. This promises to be the innovation that will make Warwick a household name. Drawn by the power of the algo but terrified by its potential for chaos, Graham must decide what to do and whom to trust in a world where one true reality no longer exists.

 

As love, trust, memories, and what it means to be human begin to slip away, Graham and Nessie work together to restore the past—before it’s lost to the anarchy of a world without truth.”

 

Ordinarily, if I visit a bookshop, I don't tend to head off to the Sci-fi section; I don't know why because I've read some great books in that genre. This does not fall into the "great" category, but it is a short well-paced novel that I superficially enjoyed and I think others less familiar with Sci-fi would probably enjoy it too. Those who love their Sci-Fi? Well, I'm not too sure. The book had an interesting premise, but I suspect it could have been handled a bit better. When I finished the novel I thought I'd enjoyed it, and to an extent I did. I found it easy to read and I finished it over a weekend, but when I picked up my notes to write the review, I realised that there was a lot in the novel that rankled me.

Graham has developed an infatuation for his colleague Nessie, but he lacks any self-confidence and can't tell her his true feelings about her. Now this is fine, we all have moments of self-doubt and we may worry what people think about us, but I found Graham's rambling inner monologues about the matter moved him from shy and retiring to incel territory almost immediately. I didn't know what was creepier, Graham or the AI algorithm he started messing about with. Actually, I do know what was creepier; Graham tweaking Nessie's on-line profile to remove her tattoos and finding out they had suddenly disappeared in real life shocked me, but once he realised that his actions could change things physically in the real world, he continued to tinker with the program to see what else he could do to people. This was very disturbing and said a lot more about his character than the technology he was trialling.

#35. Title Matches Lyrics From A Song – The Gambler by Fyodor Dostoevsky (Audible)


I can't even begin to imagine how many books out there have a title which matches the lyrics of a song, however, when you're put on the spot, it's so easy for your mind to go blank. As I looked through all the books in my TBR pile, I noticed The Gambler and immediately thought of both Madonna and Kenny Rogers.  As a child, I listened to them both...one played on my record player...one played on my dad's. I leave you to decide which way round they went!

 

“In this dark and compelling short novel, Dostoevsky tells the story of Alexey Ivanovitch, a young tutor working in the household of an imperious Russian general. Alexey tries to break through the wall of the established order in Russia, but instead becomes mired in the endless downward spiral of betting and loss. His intense and inescapable addiction is accentuated by his affair with the General’s cruel yet seductively adept niece, Polina. In The Gambler, Dostoevsky reaches the heights of drama with this stunning psychological portrait..”

 



I suppose the biggest irony of this novel is that it was only written in order to pay off Dostoevsky's gambling debts. If you've never read anything by him before, this short story (at just over six hours long) is a good introduction to Dostoevsky's work. As a man who was a compulsive gambler, he is able to transport the reader into the world of the addicted; he shows the attraction and addiction of the roulette wheel whilst capturing the feelings of guilt and self-loathing, knowing that what you are doing is wrong, but somehow cannot be stopped. Do not let the fact that this story revolves around the roulette wheel put you off. This is not just the story of a gambler, but the tale of a man who is driven by hope, despite living his days full of fear, dread and constant anxiety.

This is a work both gloomy and humorous as it delves into the sordid world of the desperate gambler, and the gambling of the elite, where money doesn't seem to matter...or does it?! 

‘At that point I ought to have gone away, but a strange sensation rose up in me, a sort of defiance of fate, a desire to challenge it…’

Set in the fictitious German town of Roulettenberg, this is the tale of Alexei Ivanovitch, a tutor to a Russian General's family, who wishes to pursue his affections towards the General's ward Polina Alexandrovna. Unfortunately for Alexei, Polina has set her heart towards a fake French Marquis who is supplying the General with loans at exorbitant rates. In a bid to rise above his station, Alexei's gambling addicted mind thinks some luck at the roulette wheel will give him the money he requires for Polina to switch her affections towards him.

#34. Set In A Landlocked Country – Gerta by Kateřina Tučková (Kindle)

Obviously the first thing I did for this reading prompt was Google ‘landlocked countries’ thinking that would help narrow things down, only to find there are 44 landlocked countries to choose from! I got as far as C and saw Czech Republic and stopped. I’ve visited Prague numerous times, and read various books set in Prague. I wondered if I should continue scanning the list of countries just for something a bit different, and then I remembered an Amazon Prime First Reads from January 2021 I hadn’t read. It was set during WWII in Brno but I kept putting off reading it because I thought it might be too depressing. It was a wretched story, but one that needed to be read. One that told of a piece of Czech history I knew nothing about. 

 

“1945. Allied forces liberate Nazi-occupied Brno, Moravia. For Gerta Schnirch, daughter of a Czech mother and a German father aligned with Hitler, it’s not deliverance; it’s a sentence. She has been branded an enemy of the state. Caught in the changing tides of a war that shattered her family—and her innocence—Gerta must obey the official she, along with all ethnic Germans, is to be expelled from Czechoslovakia. With nothing but the clothes on her back and an infant daughter, she’s herded among thousands, driven from the only home she’s ever known. But the injustice only makes Gerta stronger, more empowered, and more resolved to seek justice. Her journey is a relentless quest for a seemingly impossible forgiveness. And one day, she will return.

Spanning decades and generations, Kateřina Tučková’s breathtaking novel illuminates a long-neglected episode in Czech history. One of exclusion and prejudice, of collective shame versus personal guilt, all through the eyes of a charismatic woman whose courage will affect all the lives she’s touched. Especially that of the daughter she loved, fought for, shielded, and would come to inspire.”

I think when we visit museums or read history books about WWII, we think we know the whole story. When I saw the premise of Gerta I was instantly intrigued, hence why I had opted for the book from the ‘first reads’ selection. I am disappointed that it has taken until now to read the book, as it took me on a journey to a part of history I knew nothing about, and it made me look at WWII through different eyes.

War is often about hatred, and it doesn’t matter about who is right, or who is wrong; both the innocent and the guilty end up being lumped together and suffering at the hands of others. 

Gerta Schnirch, born to a Czech mother and a German father, soon realises that hatred and violence will form her life in this war-torn world, where her nationality will come into question, and her friends will disappear overnight. This is a child who cannot win. Set in Brno, Czechoslovakia during Hitler’s rise to power, her father treats Gerta with disdain for being too Czech, and for identifying with her mother’s Czech values. She would often argue with her father and brother over their Nazi ideology, and she witnessed how the war broke down the relationship of her parents.

#33. An Abrupt Ending – There There by Tommy Orange (Audible)

I was starting to get worried that I would never find a novel with an abrupt ending. How do you go about choosing a book with an abrupt ending, without having to read a book in the first place to find out if it has one or not?! Some of the books I’ve read in this challenge did have an abrupt ending, but I wanted them for other categories, in fact this book was supposed to be for #46 Featuring Indigenous Culture, but, when this book reached its ending, I was shocked. The book just stopped. Dead. 

I had to dig out my phone and check it was the end of the book. What happened to these characters I had started to learn about? I don’t know…it was a real cliff hanger, but then I guess, so is life…you meet people, you start to find out about them, and then they just disappear from your life.

 

“Jacquie Red Feather and her sister Opal grew up together, relying on each other during their unsettled childhood. As adults they were driven apart, but Jacquie is newly sober and trying to make it back to the family she left behind. That’s why she is there.

Dene is there because he has been collecting stories to honour his uncle's death. Edwin is looking for his true father. Opal came to watch her boy Orvil dance. All of them are connected by bonds they may not yet understand.

All of them are there for the cultural celebration that is the Big Oakland Powwow.

But Tony Loneman is also there. And Tony has come to the Powwow with darker intentions.”

 

This book starts out referencing urban Indians, explaining to the reader about the loss of homelands and past genocides which has trickled through their descendants so that their culture has, in many instances, become lost. The people, just another part of history.  

Following his uncle’s death, Dene Oxedene has decided to get his life back together. He is going to collect stories about urban Indians, stories that tell of the modern-day issues Native Americans face, and how they still feel that they don’t belong in “our” society. Perhaps if their voices are heard, they may begin to heal. He isn’t interested too much in the old ways of reservation life, he wants to understand how, or indeed if, the modern Indians identify with their heritage. 

Dene’s uncle always spoke fondly about making a film one day, however, he never did, and so Dene decides he will apply for a grant to make a film, in which he sets up a camera and gets people to speak about their lives and to share their stories. From these stories, he hopes a film will take shape, showing how the displacement of the Indians, as Tommy Orange refers to them, has affected an entire community, in favour of the white man who threw them from their lands. 

An opportunity arises at the Oakland Powwow for him to video the stories of twelve different people, each will receive some money for sharing their story. This book tells, in alternating voices, the stories of these twelve characters. Each one has a different tale to tell, but all the people have struggled in one way or another. Some have struggled with drug addiction, some with poverty, others with loss of family or the sense of community. Some would argue that these are just the struggles of modern society, but what if you have that added layer of constantly feeling like you don’t belong? You don’t know why, or what can be done to help you feel as though you should be where you are, you just know that you don’t belong.

Whilst all of the characters are from Indian heritage, some have been raised to embrace their heritage, whilst others have been told to disregard it…it’s not deemed important in the modern world. Others are brought up in white households and have no idea about the ways of the past. It is these struggles with identity and how they have lost their culture that connect these disparate people; most have been born into a modern life, they have never lived on a reservation, but the blood bond is deep, and they all feel a sense that something is missing from their lives. It is the loss of their culture that makes them feel as if they don’t belong anywhere, and the Powwow is something to look forward to, to give them the opportunity to try and heal their fractured souls.

Just as all the characters have their own reasons for feeling as though they are outsiders, each of the characters have their own reasons for wanting to attend the Powwow. A boy wishes to perform his native dance despite having little knowledge about his culture; he believes that if he performs the dance with heart and soul, he will begin to understand who he is and achieve a sense of belonging. It is this pure naivety that makes you want to embrace him and let him know that things will turn out well for him.

As each person shares their story, we find some stories interlock with others. As readers we begin to understand the hurt and anger these people feel and how others view wanting to retain a part of your heritage as a waste of time.

As the day of the Powwow draws nearer and nearer, there is this impending sense of doom. Whilst most people have the best of intentions for heading to the Powwow, not all people are pure souls, and their darkness begins to overshadow the tale. As a reader, or listener, you can tell something major is going to happen, because the tempo of the book changes via shorter chapters. We leap from one character to another and back again in quick succession. Yet as the tension ramps into a crescendo, the book ends.

It actually makes sense to end the book where Orange has, the event has happened, we thought we knew what was going to happen and it has, so there is nothing more to share. But on the other hand, you feel a little short-changed, we have built a relationship with these people, we want to know what happens to them next, and so you’re questioning…well what happened to x and what happened to y? But the fact that you are questioning shows what an impact these people’s stories have had on you. You invested your time and understanding in these fictitious people, but deep down you know these stories probably ring true with so many people who are displaced from their homes and forced to survive in places that feel alien to them.

Tommy Orange has written a powerful debut novel, which highlights the impact that destroying a community can have many generations down the line. It is a tale told which shows no hope or humanity, it is very bleak, but perhaps that’s the point and why he ended it as he did.

Regarding the Audible version of the book especially, the stories, and the Powwow, were dramatically enhanced using music and drums, which gave a sense of being there in the middle of a turbulent situation.  You could feel the emotions as events unfurled. It was almost like hearing something in slow motion, you knew what would inevitably happen, but you couldn’t do anything about it.

 

Genre: Historical Fiction, Contemporary Fiction, Indigenous,

Release Date: 5th July 2018

Publisher: Penguin Audio

Listening Time: 8h

 

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#32. Timeframe Spans A Week Or Less – The Curfew by T. M.Logan (Audible)

T M Logan has fast become one of my favourite authors to turn to when I want a gripping story that isn't too hard on the old grey matter. 

In the last two years I've read three books on Kindle and listened to two books (including this one) on Audible. 

What I love about the writing is that there is always this sense of an underlying unease dripping through the book. Everyday occurrences are written about with a poetic edge which makes you feel that something sinister is about to happen, even if it doesn't play out like that. 

This book, beautifully read by Richard Armitage, isn't my favourite book by Logan, it's predictable in places, longwinded in others, but it still kept me hooked until the end. 


 

“I should have known something was wrong. I should have sensed it. Felt it in the air, like the build-up of pressure before a thunderstorm, that heavy, loaded calm.

The curfew
Andy and Laura are good parents. They tell their son Connor that he can go out with friends to celebrate completing his exams, but he must be home by midnight.

The lie
When Connor misses his curfew, it sets off a series of events that will change the lives of five families forever.

The truth?
Because five teenagers went into the woods that night, but only four came out. And telling the truth might mean losing everything...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?.”

 

16-year-old Conor has just finished his GCSE's; it's now time to celebrate with his . As always, he must be home by midnight, and he's never missed his curfew before. Or has he? How do his parents know that he's always home by midnight if they're already asleep in bed? When Connor's dad wakes in the night, he notices the porch light is still lit. Connor is supposed to switch it off when he gets in, so Andy gives a cursory check on his son's room and sees a sleeping form in the bed. Because it is dark and Andy isn't wearing his glasses, he assumes it's Connor. Next morning it transpires it wasn't Conor in bed, it was his cousin Zac.  

#31. Includes A Personal Phobia – The Narrator by K L Slater (Audible)

Given how many books I've listened to on Audible, I thought it would be interesting listening to a book about a voice-over actor who was narrating an audio book. 

I enjoy psychological thrillers, and I wasn't sure how this book would fit into my 2024 challenge. It wasn't long before I realised that it would fit perfectly into the phobia bracket. I don't have many phobia's. I dislike snakes, but I can just about cope with them and I've held a tarantula, so that's arachnophobia out of the window, but the idea of being kidnapped and waking up with no idea of where you are, or what will happen to you, is a horror that would make the bravest person question themselves. 

Despite this being the 19th book written by K L Slater, I’ve not read any of her previous work before, so this is my entry for #31 - which includes my personal phobia of being trapped in the dark.


 


“What if the chance of a perfect life… put your daughter in grave danger?

Being a single mother is tough, but I’d do anything for my little girl Scarlet. I’d given up on my career as a voice actor when the call came, but suddenly I was the new narrator for a secret book from bestselling author Philippa Roberts, who has been missing for eight months. It was a lifeline for me and my daughter.

I hated that it meant leaving Scarlet with my ex in his perfect new home with his perfect new girlfriend. But I knew it was the right thing to do.

But as I start reading Philippa’s new novel, I start to wonder if it’s no coincidence that I’ve been chosen to narrate it. There’s something hidden in the pages of this book, I’m sure of it. Some clue to Philippa’s disappearance. And I don’t feel safe. I think I’m being watched. My room has been searched.

And then my ex’s girlfriend calls in tears and everything starts to click together. If I don’t find answers fast, I’ll lose more than my second chance. I’ll lose my daughter.”

 

Voice actor Eve Hewitt's career and life has hit an undeniable rut. She is divorced from her husband and has a 5 year old daughter called Scarlet. Scarlet and Eve have moved back home to live with Eve's mother. With Scarlet having problems at school and Eve having problems finding any work, she feels like a complete failure; that is, until she gets a call asking her to record the last instalment of a series of best-selling books by author Philippa Roberts. Eve has recorded all of the previous Jane Tower detective novels, but little does she know that by agreeing to record this latest novel, she will be playing the detective in real life too.

Ten months ago, Philippa was last seen en-route to an awards ceremony. No ransom demands were ever made after she suddenly vanished, and both police and media interest in the disappearance has diminished. Her editor, agent and publisher no longer show signs of  concern about their missing author, but they are delighted when Philippa's wife announces she has stumbled across a final unpublished manuscript. Eve is delighted to finally have some paying work, but that delight quickly changes to apprehension as she realises that she will have to leave her daughter with either her mother, or her ex-husband, whilst she moves to London to do the recording. When she receives an email attachment of the book, Eve notices that the main character in the Jane Tower novels has changed her persona from the previous books which she thinks is a little strange. When she arrives at the recording studio, Eve is handed a fresh copy of the book to read from, but the anomalies she noticed have been amended. Eve becomes concerned when she is told to delete the emailed copy of the book. Why is the publisher being so secretive? What really happened to Philippa and why is she the only person to worry about what might have occurred?

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