The Taking of Annie Thorne by C J Tudor (Audible)

This is C J Tudor’s second stand alone novel. I haven’t been reading her books in any order, but if I compare her first novel, The Chalk Man, to her fifth, The Drift, I can see the growth in her as a writer. I thought The Drift was an exceptionally well told tale. This, her, second book was on a 2-4-1 deal on Audible. Personally, I think Richard Armitage has a wonderful voice for narrating books and he can bring a dull book to life. As I was now familiar with the authors work, and knew I would enjoy the narration, I thought I would see how this early book stood up to her later works.

 

“Then . . . 

One night, Annie went missing. Disappeared from her own bed. There were searches, appeals. Everyone thought the worst. And then, miraculously, after forty-eight hours, she came back. But she couldn't, or wouldn't, say what had happened to her. 
 
Something happened to my sister. I can't explain what. I just know that when she came back, she wasn't the same. She wasn't my Annie. 
 
I didn't want to admit, even to myself, that sometimes I was scared to death of my own little sister. 
 
Now. . . 
 
The email arrived in my inbox two months ago. I almost deleted it straight away, but then I clicked OPEN: 
 
I know what happened to your sister. It's happening again . . .” 

 

The Taking of Annie Thorne is a dark and disturbing thriller in which the plot takes place in both the present and twenty-five years earlier, via a series of flashbacks taking the reader to a specific night in young Annie Thorne’s life. In a bid to ramp up the tension, C.J Tudor has tried to give this book a supernatural edge to increase the atmosphere and the fear of the unknown.

 

Throughout the tale, Joe Thorne, Annies elder brother, is our unreliable narrator. He receives an anonymous email telling him that the same thing that happened to his sister is starting to happen again. Shaken by this message, Joe returns home to Arnhill to take on a teaching position at his former school. He is a gambler and alcoholic, and he hopes if he moves back home, he can find out what happened in his past and escape from his current problems. What he doesn’t realise is that you can’t escape your addictions, when you owe people money, they’ll track you down to recoup it.

We Solve Murders by Richard Osman (Audible)

When I realised that Richard Osman was writing a new novel and it wasn’t going to be another instalment of The Thursday Murder Club, I was disappointed. I look forward to my annual meet up with Joyce, Elizabeth & co; it’s a comforting bit of joy in an otherwise complicated world. If I’m honest, I also worried that this new cosy crime series might be rubbish in comparison with TTMC. My niece, being less sceptical than I am, was desperate for a copy, but she was patiently waiting to see what Christmas would bring. Christmas brought her a signed copy of We Solve Murders. Her feedback was promising; the book was slightly different in tone, but still very enjoyable... “you should read it Aunty Sue!” So I did.

“Steve Wheeler is enjoying retired life. He does the odd bit of investigation work, but he prefers his familiar habits and routines: the pub quiz, his favourite bench, his cat waiting for him when he comes home. His days of adventure are over: adrenaline is daughter-in-law Amy’s business now.

Amy Wheeler thinks adrenaline is good for the soul. As a private security officer, she doesn’t stay still long enough for habits or routines. She’s currently on a remote island keeping world-famous author Rosie D’Antonio alive. Which was meant to be an easy job...

Then a dead body, a bag of money, and a killer with their sights on Amy have her sending an SOS to the only person she trusts. A breakneck race around the world begins, but can Amy and Steve stay one step ahead of a lethal enemy?”

Whilst we may have left behind Joyce, Elizabeth and the boys in the quaint retirement village of Cooper’s Chase, Osman’s latest offering still imbues the same warmth and cosy feeling of his ‘Thursday Murder Club’ books. The gentle humour between characters and nods to classic British staples are still clear throughout the book, but instead of Joyce’s penchant for M&S, we’re invited into a world of Monster Munch and Greggs sausage rolls. We have moved to a slightly more modern world…the world of the social media influencer. Yes, I know Joyce has an Instagram account, but these unfortunate Instagrammers find that bagging a freebie trip to foreign lands is a costly and unglamourous mistake to make.

Meet our protagonist, Amy. Her latest job is to protect bestselling crime novelist Rosie D’Antonio from being murdered. D’Antonio appears to have angered a notable Russian oligarch after she featured him in her latest blockbuster! Whilst they are hiding out on a remote island, another Instagram influencer is murdered and Amy realises that somehow, she is connected to all the victims. It’s not only Rosie’s life in danger, but somehow, Amy seems to be in danger too. In a strange twist of events and with Rosie’s private jet at their disposal, the most unlikely crime busting duo of all time team up. With some added help from Amy’s father-in-law Steve (ex-police) they take-off on a globe-trotting adventure that will see them dodging hitmen and finding new collaborators to aid them in their dangerous quest.

No One Saw A Thing by Andrea Mara (Paperback)

I was having lunch with friends, and we thought that instead of randomly recommending a book we’d enjoyed, it might be fun to read the same book and discuss it as a group in a book club. What could be nicer than a get together over some wine discussing books?! We took the plunge in February and for our first ever book club, we read Andrea Mara’s No 1 Bestseller, No One Saw A Thing. 

We all had such high hopes for this book; the blurb sounded really exciting, and it was a Richard & Judy Book club pick, so we thought we would all love it.

 

“Two children get on the train. Only one gets off...

No one saw it happen.


Your two little girls jump on the train ahead of you. As you try to join them, the doors slide shut and the train moves away, leaving you behind.

Everyone is lying.


It's only when you reach the next stop that you truly begin to panic. Because there aren't two children waiting for you on the platform. There's only one.

Someone is to blame.


Has your other daughter got lost? Been taken by a passing stranger?
Or perhaps the culprit is closer to home than you think….”

 

A missing child must be high up on every parent’s worst nightmare list. For Sive and her husband Aaron, this nightmare is about to become reality. Aaron Sullivan, a high-flying criminal barrister, is visiting London for a reunion with his former flat mates. As he catches up with the friends he lived with twenty years ago, his wife has arranged to have breakfast with one of his female friends. In the middle of rush hour, Sive tries to negotiate an unfamiliar London Underground with two small children and a baby in a pram. Her day is about to be changed irrevocably when she decides to answer her mobile phone, whilst pushing the pram and trying to keep her eyes on six-year-old Faye and two-year-old Bea.

Sive encourages the two young children to jump on the tube train, but before Sive can reach them, the train doors close leaving her stranded on the platform, and the two youngsters embarking on a journey alone. With panic rising and not knowing what she should do for the best, a fellow passenger approaches her and says that a man on board noticed what happened and would get the children off at the next station, however, when Sive arrives, she finds only Bea on the platform, Faye is missing, and all two year old Bea can say is “chase on the train.” It quickly becomes apparent that in a city of millions, no one saw what happened to Faye.

To her credit, Mara has managed to capture the fear of being in a large, unfamiliar city, full of crowded, bustling streets and large parks where a child could be taken to. She has painted a place where kidnappers could lurk in the shadows, and people turn a blind eye for fear of becoming involved in something they don’t want to be a part of. But what starts as an interesting storyline, filled with fear and angst, quickly turns into a book littered with plot holes which make for an exasperating read.

#52. Published in 2024 – The Book That Broke The World by Mark Lawrence (Hardback)

If I struggled with some categories in this challenge, this was the one where I immediately knew what I was going to read. 

In 2023 I had a big birthday. One of the things I did during the year was go for a personalised shopping experience with friends…complete with champagne. I’m not normally a lover of shopping, I hate traipsing around clothes racks, so this was the perfect way to shop…get someone else to do the donkey work for you! Once finished, and arms aching with carrier bags, we went past Waterstones. Now there is one type of shop I don’t mind spending hours in, so we popped in and I was captivated by a book called “The Book That Wouldn’t Burn. I’m not normally a lover of the Sci-Fi or Fantasy genres, but there was something about the cover and title which captivated me. I took the book on holiday and loved every minute of it, and I couldn’t wait for the second book in this gripping trilogy. Cue 2024 when Book #2 was released!

“We fight for the people we love. We fight for the ideas we want to be true.

Evar and Livira stand side by side and yet far beyond each other's reach. Evar is forced to flee the library, driven before an implacable foe. Livira, trapped in a ghost world, has to recover her book if she's to return to her life. While Evar's journey leads him outside into the vastness of a world he's never seen, Livira's destination lies deep inside her own writing, where she must wrestle with her stories in order to reclaim the volume in which they were written.

And all the while, the library quietly weaves thread to thread, bringing the scattered elements of Livira's old life – friends and foe alike – back together beneath new skies.

Long ago, a lie was told, and with the passing years it has grown and spread, a small push leading to a chain of desperate consequences. Now, as one edifice topples into the next with ever-growing violence, it threatens to break the world. The secret war that defines the library has chosen its champions and set them on the board. The time has come when they must fight for what they believe, or lose everything.”

I pre-ordered The Book That Broke the World, then I wondered if I was going to be disappointed with the sequel. So often a sequel lets you down, it doesn’t live up to expectations. If I’m honest, I can’t say whether this book is better or worse than the first. It’s a bit different. It’s like trying to compare apples with pears. The first book is very much character led. At 559 pages, it has the scope to bring the reader into this different world inhabited by different characters. You learn about this strange world set in an infinite library, about characters of different races in different times and it is completely engrossing. In book #2, we know so much about the main characters, that the story needs to take a bit of a different direction. 

What I loved about this book was "The Story So Far" section, which served as a brilliant reminder of what had happened in the first book. I wish more authors would do this. If I’m reading a series of books, I get so annoyed if the author diverges from the flow of the story to issue long rambling reminders of what has previously happened to their characters (J K Rowling take note!)

Mark Lawrence's The Book That Broke The World is the second book in the author's "Library Trilogy", and whilst it continues to follow Evar and Livera’s story, a new perspective is introduced in the form of a slave called Celcha and her brother. As her character arc grows, we see how her story weaves into the lives of Evar and Livera. 

#50. A Musical Instrument On The Cover – The Instrumentalist by Harriet Constable (Audible)

I was really struggling to find a book with a musical instrument on the front cover. There was nothing on my bookshelf, in my Audible library, or on my Kindle app. If I went anywhere that books were sold (supermarket, airport etc) I’d have a quick glance on the shelves…nothing. I mean it shouldn’t be so hard, should it? Then this book popped up on a Facebook page. It was set in Venice, a favourite haunt of mine, and based on real people and a famous Venetian orphanage; I thought it sounded like the perfect book and so I bought it with a remaining credit I had for Audible. 

“Anna Maria may have no name, no fortune, no family. But she has her ambition, and her talent.

Her best hope lies in her teacher, Antonio Vivaldi. Soon she is his star pupil.

But as Anna Maria's star rises, not everyone is happy. Because Anna Maria's shining light is threatening to eclipse that of her mentor.

She will leave her mark, whatever it takes. And her story will be heard.”


The challenge with writing a fictitious story based on historical figures, is to balance what we know, with some added excitement that makes us want to read the story. If one of the historical figures is not well known, the writer may feel they can put whatever spin they want on the story and no-one will know how true, or not, the tale is. As the writer, you can be tempted to take the story to whatever place you like. When you partner an unknown character, Anna Maria della Pietà, with a well-known figure such as Antonio Vivaldi (everyone will have heard his Four Seasons at some point in their life) you need to be very careful as to how much you want to interfere with history. Too much interference, and suddenly the interest in your unknown character wanes. Sadly, no-one seems to have given the author of The Instrumentalist this piece of salient advice.  

Harriet Constable’s The Instrumentalist is inspired by the real-life Anna Maria della Pietà, who was a Venetian orphan and prodigious violinist. She studied under the tutelage of Antonio Vivaldi but very little is known about her life, so whilst the setting of this story might be historically accurate, the majority of the book is pure fiction. Constable herself acknowledges that she has moved some historical events around for dramatic effect, but has that decision diminished what she was trying to achieve with this book? 

The question I asked myself after reading this novel is, what was she trying to achieve?

#49. Set In A City Beginning With The Letter ‘M’ – Mary Barton by Elizabeth Gaskell (Audible)

My immediate thought was reading a book set in cities like Moscow, Munich, Mexico, Madrid…and then I thought, why not pick somewhere a little less exotic, a bit closer to home perhaps, and so I headed a few miles up the road to Manchester, to the industrial north and to the great novelist, Elizabeth Gaskell. I loved her novel North and South, would I also enjoy this story about Mary Barton: A Tale of Manchester Life? 

“Explore the poignant and powerful world of 'Mary Barton: A Tale of Manchester Life' by Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell. Set against the backdrop of the bustling city of Manchester during the industrial revolution, this novel takes you on a compelling journey through the lives of the working class in the 19th century. Gaskell's writing is a vivid window into the struggles and triumphs of the ordinary people during a time of social and economic upheaval.

Mary Barton, the central character, is a young woman who embodies the hopes and aspirations of the working class, while also grappling with the harsh realities of urban life. Gaskell's narrative paints a vivid picture of the disparities between the privileged and the downtrodden, highlighting the themes of social justice, labor movements, and the complexities of human relationships.

 

This audiobook is a captivating exploration of love, class divisions, and the resilience of the human spirit. It offers a riveting glimpse into the challenges faced by the working class and the enduring pursuit of a better life.”

 

This is the first novel that Elizabeth Gaskell wrote, and for a first novel, it paints a powerful picture of what Manchester life was like in the 1800’s, and whilst it is a work of fiction, the origin of the tale is rooted in the murder of a mill owner in 1831.

This is definitely a book of two halves, and I don’t mean like Gaskell’s brilliant novel North and South which I remember reading years ago and thinking it was a wonderfully written tale, a real page turner.

Both novels tell the plight of the working classes and they both stress the importance that people of all classes need to work together to ensure decent working and living conditions can be had by all. But if I’m being honest, North and South is a more refined novel…at times I found Mary Barton to be a bit clunky and boring. It wasn’t until the second half of the book that I started to enjoy the story; the first half of the book made me feel quite despondent.

Many Victorian novels feature secondary characters who live squalid lives and fight hard for survival; but they are certainly not the hero’s. This book is rather unusual because it features Mary Barton, a working class woman with very little money. Mary Barton gives a voice to the poorest souls of Manchester and makes them the central characters of this book. This makes the book fairly depressing, because these characters, of whom there are many, lead an incredibly hard life.

#48. The Word "Secret" In The Title – Open Secret by Stella Rimington (Paperback)

In theory this should have been an easy category for me to find a book to read, but it wasn’t (well at least in terms of the books I hadn’t read on my bookshelves.) The Secret Keeper…read. Celia’s Secret…read. The Secret Garden…read. The Children’s Secret…read. Twelve Secrets…read. Surely to God there must be a book in this house with the word secret in it that I haven’t read yet! And there it was…a book signed by Stella Rimington herself which belonged to my partner. He has never read it, but I think he should. He’d enjoy it. 

“Stella Rimington worked for MI5 between 1969 and 1996, one of the most turbulent and dramatic periods in global history. Working in all the main fields of the Service's responsibilities - counter-subversion, counter-espionage and counter-terrorism - she became successively Director of all three branches, and finally Director-General of MI5 in 1992.

She was the first woman to hold the post and the first Director-General whose name was publicly announced on appointment. In Open Secret, she continues her work of opening up elements of the work of our security services to public scrutiny, revealing the surprising culture of MI5 and shedding light on some of the most fascinating events in 20th century history from the ultimate insider viewpoint.”

I suspect that this could be a ‘marmite’ type of book, which is a bit of a mean thing to say when it is a book about someone’s life. I really enjoyed it. It tells the remarkable story of how a woman managed to climb to the top ranks of the British Secret Service; however, it has been written in a style that is not the most engaging. By this, I mean the sentences are often long and rambling and need rereading several times to understand what point Stella is trying to convey to the reader. A lot of autobiographies are about celebrities; therefore you can ‘hear’ the voice of the writer in your head as you read. This can often help with understanding what point is being made and in what context the writer is mentioning it, as you would instinctively know what inflections they would make. 

As I have never met, or indeed heard much about Stella before, I found it took a while to gel with her informative, but matter of fact telling of her life story. And what a life she has led! Stella Rimington has quite a dry sense of humour, she’s also a bit sarcastic, so I found her character rather endearing! I imagine a lifetime spent exasperated by ‘the men in suits,’ who think women can’t accomplish anything other than raise children and keep the canapés and light-hearted conversation flowing at corporate events, would make you somewhat sardonic.

#47. Self Insert By An Author – Close To Death by Anthony Horowitz (Audible)

I originally stumbled across this series on Audible, and whilst I really enjoyed listening to the first book, I wasn’t sure if it was the story or Rory Kinnear’s narration that got me hooked. I really enjoy listening to Kinnear bring the two main characters, Daniel Hawthorne & ‘Tony’ Horovitz to life, and as long as he remains the narrator, I will continue to listen to the books on Audible. As I finish each book, I know I will be waiting with anticipation for the next instalment. This is the fifth book in the Hawthorne & Horovitz series, and it didn’t disappoint.

 

“Riverside Close is a picture-perfect community. The six exclusive and attractive houses are tucked far away from the noise and grime of city life, allowing the residents to enjoy beautiful gardens, pleasant birdsong and tranquility from behind the security of a locked gate.

It is the perfect idyll until the Kentworthy family arrives, with their four giant, gas-guzzling cars, a gaggle of shrieking children and plans for a garish swimming pool in the backyard. Obvious outsiders, the Kentworthys do not belong in Riverside Close, and they quickly offend every last one of their neighbours.

When Giles Kentworthy is found dead on his own doorstep, a crossbow bolt sticking out of his chest, Detective Hawthorne is the only investigator that can be called on to solve the case.

Because how do you solve a murder when everyone is a suspect?”                                                                                       

 

As the series title “Hawthorne & Horowitz” suggests, these books follow the life of the best-selling author of murder mystery fiction Anthony Horowitz. Of course, this is a fictionalised version of himself and in this fifth novel “Close To Death,” he has been told by his literary agent that he needs to have his latest “Hawthorne” novel finished ready for the Christmas market. This puts Horowitz in a dilemma, as there haven’t been any new murders to write about recently, and he hasn’t spoken to Hawthorne for several months.

Horowitz decides he will look at former Detective Inspector Daniel Hawthorne’s cold cases, and finds one in particular strikes a chord with him.  He thinks this case will be a great basis for his new book, and he might be able to uncover a few things about Hawthorne’s private life whilst he’s at it.

#46. Featuring Indigenous Culture – Stolen by Ann-Helén Laestadius (Audible)

I originally planned to use “There There” by Tommy Orange as my book for the ‘indigenous culture’ prompt, but the ending was so abrupt, I had to use it for #33. Instead I came across this book “Stolen” which has now been made into a film for Netflix, as always, I wanted to read the book before watching the film…and I’m glad I did – the book was much better than the film!

“On a winter day north of the Arctic Circle, nine-year-old Elsa—daughter of Sámi reindeer herders—sees a man brutally kill her beloved reindeer calf and threaten her into silence. When her father takes her to report the crime, local police tell them that there is nothing they can do about these “stolen” animals. Killings like these are classified as theft in the reports that continue to pile up, uninvestigated. But reindeer are not just the Sámi’s livelihood, they also hold spiritual significance; attacking a reindeer is an attack on the culture itself.

Ten years later, hatred and threats against the Sámi keep escalating, and more reindeer are tortured and killed in Elsa’s community. Finally, she’s had enough and decides to push back on the apathetic police force. The hunter comes after her this time, leading to a catastrophic final confrontation.

Based on real events, Ann-Helén Laestadius’s award-winning novel Stolen is part coming-of-age story, part love song to a disappearing natural world, and part electrifying countdown to a dramatic resolution—a searing depiction of a forgotten part of Sweden.”


Despite the content of this book, I found myself enjoying this novel. It was the perfect book to read in the winter months, especially as not much snow falls in December where I live! It was nice to travel from the comfort of my home to the freezing north of Sweden and to the lives of the Sámi and to learn about the lives of a population we hear very little about.

This is not your typical coming of age story. The book evolves around nine-year-old Elsa, who, during the Artic Winter, skis cross-country to the family reindeer corral to see her beloved reindeer Nastegallu. As she arrives, she witnesses the brutal killing of her reindeer calf by a local hunter, Robert. Interrupted by Elsa’s appearance, he leaves behind the body of her reindeer and sets off home on his snowmobile, but not before he threatens to kill Elsa if she ever tells anybody that he slaughtered her reindeer.

The terrified Elsa notices he has dropped Nastegallu’s ear which he has removed so that no-one would know the identity of the reindeer, and she pockets the ear in remembrance of the animal she loved and has now lost. Elsa’s brother thinks he knows it was Robert who killed the reindeer, but he can’t prove it, and he is angry that Elsa will not tell him what she saw when she visited the corral. The family knows their reindeer are being killed by a local poacher who sells the meat illegally, but they also know the police do not take their reports seriously, and this is shown when Elsa is taken to the police station to report the killing of Nastegallu. She is too terrified to tell the truth, and so the poaching is treated as theft and the matter is closed.

#45. Chapter Headings Have Dates – Why Mummy Doesn’t Give A F@**! by Gill Sims (Audible)

There are times when you really need some light relief. I remember seeing the first book in this series ‘Why Mummy Drinks’ and laughing out loud in the bookshop as I flicked through a few of the pages. I felt like I had to buy it for my friend who had two young children at the time and seemed permanently exasperated. I know where I am as a cat “servant”…bottom of the chain and only there to supply food, shelter and a clean litter tray. Other than that I’m pretty much redundant. Actually, it does sound a tiny bit like having children really…only you do expect a certain lack of interest from a cat before it enters your life. 

At some point I thought I’d buy the audio version of that book for myself (I think it may have been a 2-4-1 deal!) I was getting strange looks from passers by as I shrieked with laughter walking through the local woods as I listened to it. 

‘Why Mummy Doesn’t Give A F@**!!’ is the third book in the series, and it is just as funny as the previous books. #45 of this challenge was a perfect excuse to buy book number three and as I love the way Gabrielle Glaister narrates these books, I’ve continued to buy the Audible versions.

 

“Family begins with a capital eff.

 

I’m wondering how many more f*cking ‘phases’ I have to endure before my children become civilised and functioning members of society? It seems like people have been telling me ‘it’s just a phase!’ for the last fifteen bloody years. Not sleeping through the night is ‘just a phase.’ Potty training and the associated accidents ‘is just a phase’. The tantrums of the terrible twos are ‘just a phase’. The picky eating, the back chat, the obsessions. The toddler refusals to nap, the teenage inability to leave their beds before 1pm without a rocket being put up their arse. The endless singing of Frozen songs, the dabbing, the weeks where apparently making them wear pants was akin to child torture. All ‘just phases!’ When do the ‘phases’ end though? WHEN?

Mummy dreams of a quirky rural cottage with roses around the door and chatty chickens in the garden. Life, as ever, is not going quite as she planned. Paxo, Oxo and Bisto turn out to be highly rambunctious, rather than merely chatty, and the roses have jaggy thorns. Her precious moppets are now giant teenagers, and instead of wittering at her about who would win in a fight – a dragon badger or a ninja horse – they are Snapchatting the night away, stropping around the tiny cottage and communicating mainly in grunts – except when they are demanding Ellen provides taxi services in the small hours. And there is never, but never, any milk in the house. At least the one thing they can all agree on is that rescued Barry the Wolfdog may indeed be The Ugliest Dog in the World, but he is also the loveliest.”

Gill Sims created a blog in 2016 chronicling the lives of two children, Peter and Jane, and offering quirky, comical responses to the various issues parents faced with their own little darlings. The blog quickly went viral and so the first “Mummy” book was published. It won the Sunday Times Fiction Bestseller of 2017, and the rest, as they say is history.

The ‘mummy’ of the books is Ellen Russell who has two children, Jane and Peter. You could say that her husband Simon passes for the third child, as he invariably causes additional disarray to her already chaotic life.

Month by month, we follow Ellen and her brood through the year, and just like the two earlier books, Ellen’s hopes and dreams for a perfect year are blown apart by her loved ones. This book is a hysterical mix of funny incidents and poignant moments of reflection as we hope Ellen will not crumble under all the pressure that surrounds her. A word of warning if you’re easily offended, as the title suggests, mummy is prone to a lot of swearing, or certainly alluding to it. FML! We’ve all been there Ellen, we’ve all been there!

#44. Includes A Wedding – Rebecca by Daphne Du Maurier (Paperback)


Last night I dreamt I went to Manderley again...even if you’ve never read Rebecca, it is likely you will have heard that opening line before, whether it be in a pub quiz, or when watching TV. It seemed only right that I finally read the book and found out what secrets lie hidden behind the walls of that mysterious mansion! 

“Last night I dreamt I went to Manderley again...

Working as a lady's companion, the heroine of Rebecca learns her place. Her future looks bleak until, on a trip to the South of France, she meets Max de Winter, a handsome widower whose sudden proposal of marriage takes her by surprise. She accepts, but whisked from glamorous Monte Carlo to the ominous and brooding Manderley, the new Mrs de Winter finds Max a changed man. And the memory of his dead wife Rebecca is forever kept alive by the forbidding housekeeper, Mrs Danvers...

Not since Jane Eyre has a heroine faced such difficulty with the Other Woman. An international bestseller that has never gone out of print, Rebecca is the haunting story of a young girl consumed by love and the struggle to find her identity.”


There is something so immediately captivating in Du Maurier’s prose. It is charmingly descriptive. From the initial, iconic, opening line, it is easy to imagine the haunting building of Manderley, a property that was once glorious, but now withered away, almost forgotten, but still clinging on in the narrator’s dreams. This dejected building, once the scene of opulent parties, but now with dark secrets hidden behind its crumbling walls, forms a major character in Du Maurier’s novel Rebecca. 

“Last night I dreamt I went to Manderley again. It seemed to me I stood by the iron gate leading to the drive, and for a while I could not enter, for the way was barred to me…

No smoke came from the chimney, and the little lattice windows gaped forlorn…

…it was only when I bent my head to avoid the low swinging branch of a tree that I realised what had happened. Nature had come into her own again and, little by little, in her stealthy, insidious way had encroached upon the drive with long, tenacious fingers. The woods, always a menace even in the past, had triumphed…”

When I read these opening lines they gave me goosebumps, I was immediately  transported to a place that raised many questions; and thus the inquisitive mind wanted to read more. Even though I hadn’t left my sofa, I felt like I was out walking and had stumbled across a dilapidated building that wanted to let me in on its secrets. Immediately there is this sense of wonder. Why has the place been left for nature to take over? Why does the narrator dream of this place? What happened here? Transfixed by these images I read on, to find myself in a sunny Monte Carlo where the atmosphere couldn’t be more different!

#43. About Finding Identity – Novelist as a Vocation by Haruki Murakami (Paperback)

I first tried to read a passage from Murakami’s novel ‘Norwegian Wood’ in the mid 1990’s. I say tried, it was written in Japanese (his books were yet to be translated into English) and formed part of my attempt to master the language when I was at university. I had largely forgotten about his work until the British actor Tom Burke mentioned his favourite book was Murakami’s ‘The Wind-up Bird Chronicle.’ 

I started trawling the internet and realised that I could now buy an English translation of ‘Norwegian Wood,’ which I could actually read, rather than listening to odd passages painfully translated by myself and fellow students. Whilst it might not be considered “classic Murakami,” I really enjoyed it and moved straight on to some of his other works. When I noticed this book in a local store, I was interested to see how Murakami was able to take the literary world by storm via this personal collection of essays written by the man himself.

 

“In this engaging book, Haruki Murakami shares his experience as an internationally bestselling author; his thoughts on the role of the novel in our society; his own origins as a writer; and his musings on the sparks of creativity that inspire other writers, artists and musicians.

 

Readers who have long wondered where the mysterious novelist gets his ideas will be fascinated by this highly personal look at the craft of writing.”

This is an interesting collection of eleven essays written by Haruki Murakami which offer reflections about his life and how he became a writer. Unlike a traditional autobiography, these short essays allow Murakami to drift from memory to memory to give a deeply personal view of his life. The book is filled with pages of thought and reflection on his past memories and give an insight into his writing style, him as a person, and his personal creative process which has given us some of the most unique novels that I have read.

I find Murakami’s work fascinating; it allows the reader to go down the rabbit hole (or in his world it’s down a well) with him and think deeply about the strange events and experiences which he writes about.

#42. Author Debut In Second Half Of 2024 – Ghost Chilli by Nikkitha Bakshani (Paperback)

I never like reading a book and feeling that I’m going to be telling the world that I didn’t like it; especially when it is the author’s debut novel and you know the amount of time and effort it will have taken for them to write the story.

I received an uncorrected proof of Ghost Chilli to read and my initial excitement turned to dismay as I struggled through the first few chapters. I logged onto NetGalley to read the handful of people’s opinions that had been submitted and they weren’t positive.

I did persevere though and about 100 pages in I had a lightbulb moment, I started to see the novel through fresh eyes. I found I couldn’t put the book down because I had begun to hope that things would get better for the protagonist. So, what is Ghost Chilli about, and why did my aversion at the beginning suddenly change?

“Muskan has a great life: a creative job in the big city, supportive friends, and no trouble finding first dates. So what if her colleagues don't know she exists, or her friends won't stop lecturing her about the three-year 'situationship' she's in? It's not like she's starving.

But something is wrong, and while the people around her seem to have all the right words, nobody can articulate what they want from each other. As obstacles mount and the easy-going persona Muskan has built starts to crumble, she is forced to face a question that's been quietly burning at the back of her mind: Why did her family move to America so abruptly?”

When the book fell through my letterbox, I was instantly intrigued about the storyline; so many unanswered questions fluttered around my head. Once I started the book, I found myself reading and re-reading lines, trying to concentrate on who was saying what, because I couldn’t find a natural rhythm or flow in the dialogue. I actually started wondering if the fault lay with me because I wasn’t Indian-American, but then I thought, I can get into the heads of characters who are men, who are young or old, who are from other parts of the world, so I should be able to get into the head of Muskan and her friends and understand the conversations…but I couldn’t. The problems that Muskan faces are problems we’ve all faced from time to time, they’re universal, so why did I find it so hard to read each page? I came to the conclusion that I found the writing “clunky” and that the conversations were too stilted between friends, not at all life-like and that was why I felt a bit of an outsider.

I also realised that I didn’t like the protagonist, I wanted to slap her, give her a shake, to tell her to stop crying, or to stop being such a bitch, and suddenly at that moment I realised that Nikkitha Bakshani had played a blinder. Muskan is ‘unlucky’ in love because men meet her, don’t like her and dump her. Friends get tired of her attitude, they find her draining, which is how I felt when reading about her. That for me was when I had a change of heart and I wanted to understand why Muskan was so unlikable, why she, like me, felt like an outsider amongst all of these characters.

Muskan’s situation reminds me a little of Carrie Bradshaw (Sex and the City.) Muskan is a writer living in Brooklyn searching for the right man, and leaning on her closest friends for advice, to vent, or just to have a shoulder to cry on. Muskan feels like she has the weight of the world on her shoulders, but to the outside world she must be having the time of her life. She works on a luxury lifestyle magazine, but in reality, she is just another cog in the corporate wheel. Exploited by her boss and co-workers, the glamour and glitz doesn’t make an appearance in her downtrodden life.

This book follows Muskan’s journey as she tries to understand why her life doesn’t run as smoothly as her friends. They all have boyfriends and successful jobs. They all want to spend time with one another, but, unlike Carrie Bradshaw, they don’t always want to spend time with her.

When her friends encourage Muskan to see a therapist, she starts to confront her childhood fears. The therapist says she probably has complex PTSD, but rather than being shocked or upset, Muskan flippantly agrees. She’s got the app, done the test, it’s not a point worth pursuing. Muskan has an answer for everything, it’s an aggravating trait, but eventually you realise this deflective technique is what helps Muskan to get through the day.

Her friends think that the root of her problems are her issues with her mother. Her self-esteem has been destroyed due to her domineering mother’s attitude; everything Muskan does or says is wrong. She knows her family suddenly moved to America when she was ten but she doesn’t know why they fled. On a trip to visit her dying aunt in India, she realises how much more comfortable and confident she feels there, seeking answers and exploring her family history. There is a dawning comprehension of how unalive she feels in America and that she can’t continue living with the same routines once she returns.

Muskan’s father moved the family from Chennai to New Jersey when she was still a child. Her father was a wealthy businessman and her mother had a successful career until she had children. She had to abandon her home, her job, and her beloved sister, in order to give her children a better life, so what impact had these changes made on her? Was she always lashing out at Muskan because she was full of regret, or anger; did she feel that Muskan wasn’t using the advantages given to her and those sacrifices were therefore wasted? I wanted to know so much more from this mother daughter relationship.

This book is about finding honest relationships in an increasingly dishonest world, where feeling isolated has become the norm. How many people find themselves pretending all is OK because they don’t want to share the burden of their unhappiness with people close to them. Sometimes witty, sometimes poignant, all aspects of modern life are covered in the various relationships housed in this book.

I started to feel some empathy with Muskan – it must be depressing being part of a group of friends and suddenly realising that you’re the odd one out. Finding yourself so unlucky in love that you will waste your time running after a dead-end relationship, because you know that every first date with the “perfect guy” will also be the last. To have such a toxic relationship with your mother who belittles you at every opportunity, sapping every bit of strength and hope from you. It must be exhausting and soul destroying, yet Muskan carries on with her life regardless.

I did enjoy reading Ghost Chilli (eventually) but the book is far from perfect. It felt rushed, especially towards the end. One chapter it’s Christmas Eve, the next it’s suddenly Valentines Day and then it’s the end of the book. Many of the questions at the start remaining unanswered. Relationships were not fully explored and therefore it was hard to engage with the characters or visualise who they really were. I think with a little more editing, this could have been a magical book.

 

Thank you to Fleet (Little, Brown Book Group) for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.


Genre: Modern and Contemporary Fiction

Release Date: 4th July 2024

Publisher: Fleet (Little, Brown Book Group)

Pages: 288

 

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#41. A Sticker On The Cover – The Wicked Boy by Kate Summerscale (Paperback)


Obviously there are many books I could have chosen with a sticker on the front cover saying ‘buy one get one free’ etc, but I was interested in this book because the sticker said:

“BESTSELLING AUTHOR OF THE SUSPICIONS OF MR WHICHER.”

That was a true crime book I had read many years ago and I found Kate’s writing and research fascinating, so I was excited to see that she had written another book based on a real crime. (It turns out, she’s actually written a few books which have passed me by, including The Haunting of Alma Fielding which I later read as #39 of this challenge!)

Sometimes truth is stranger than fiction, and so I was interested to read another case that was infamous at the time it was committed, but has now been relegated to the back of the history books.

“On 8 July 1895, 13-year-old Robert Coombes and his younger brother Nattie set out from their East London home to watch a cricket match. Over the next ten days they spent extravagantly, visiting the theatre and eating out. The boys told neighbours their father had gone to sea, and their mother to visit family in Liverpool. But when a strange smell began to emanate from the house, the police were called. What they found threw the press into a frenzy – and the boys into a highly publicised trial.”

A book about the real life murder of a parent could be a disturbing read, but Summerscale is a skilful writer, she manages to bring context to the killing, humanity to the boy who committed murder, and comes full circle to show that redemption is achievable in certain circumstances. The book becomes less disturbing and more contemplative and brings into question some of the concepts encountered in Dostoevsky’s ‘Crime and Punishment.’

Her research is thorough and factual. The start of the book shows the Coombes family tree, maps of West Ham and Plaistow as they were in 1895, and a floorplan of 35 Cave Road where the Coombes family lived. In order to take the reader back to the heart of Victorian England, and the working class terraces of the East End of London, she details the cost of goods such as bread, milk, rent and wages from the era. She also adds a note on pre-decimalised currency so that you can understand what times were like in the book and how people struggled to earn enough to eat. As the story progresses, you begin to feel like you are placed right at the centre of the crime and watching the events as they unfold.

This is not just the story of a murder though, it is an exploration of the Victorian attitude towards juvenile crime and how children were, and still are, often neglected and vulnerable; and how they can head down the wrong path if society is not there to keep an eye out or to lend a helping hand. It is a horrific case, but so too was the violent world that Robert and his brother Nattie inhabited.

“ ‘I did it’, Robert began. ‘My brother Nattie got a hiding for stealing some food, and Ma was going to give me one. So Nattie said that he would stab her, but as he could not do it himself he asked me to do it.’ ”

And so with a clear confession, and the post-mortem completed and the inquest commenced, newspapers were free to start reporting on “the most dreadful murder of the century.” Then, as now, the newspaper reports didn’t let a little thing like the truth get in the way, and many reported inaccuracies about the boys, and especially Robert’s mental capacity.

There was a popular theory raging at the time that the human race was in crisis and was heading back into the Dark Ages. “ We stand now in the midst of a severe mental epidemic, a sort of black death of degeneration and hysteria” wrote author Max Nordau. He pointed the finger of blame at Henrik Ibsen and Oscar Wilde for the decline of people’s mental health, apparently it was due to the outrageous literature they were publishing. And just like today’s society, the populous swallowed this disinformation without question. Good ole British media!

Unlike an Agatha Christie novel, we don’t need to know who did the murder, there has been a confession after all, instead, we want to know why a child would commit murder. Summerscale guides us through the inquest which questioned the boy’s characteristics (rude, impertinent, spoilt, bad, addicted to pilfering but also sharp and intelligent.) The influence of the 'Penny Dreadful' weekly publications which Robert enjoyed reading was questioned – which would be akin to today’s arguments about the video games children are allowed to play. These details all start to paint a picture of the lives the boys led, but what was most telling was Robert’s interview with the warder when he was remanded at Holloway gaol.

Robert explained to Dr Walker that he had “an irresistible impulse” to kill his mother due to the voices in his head; he had to kill her before she killed his little brother Nattie. He explained that she threw knives at Nattie and had threatened to hit him with a hatchet. Whilst physical force was often used to make children behave in Victorian society, what Robert was describing was a mother often losing self-control and becoming increasingly violent.

The question that remained therefore was Robert an evil and calculated killer, or were the voices in his head indicative of insanity? In the 1860s, criminals were increasingly found to be insane, and the figure was continuing to rise into the 1890s. Could the injuries inflicted on Robert when he was born (forceps compressing the brain) be responsible for Robert suffering from homicidal mania?

As you flick through the book there are a couple of sections of photographs and newspaper sketches of the house, the family members, Holloway gaol, the Old Bailey in the 1890s, “reconstructions” of the crime, Broadmoor and an adult Robert Coombes which add another layer of interest to the book.

Whilst the tale of a boy murdering his mother is dark and disturbing, the true heart of this tale arrives whilst Robert is imprisoned. Let us not forget, this boy was 13 when he carried out his crime. He spent his years in prison locked up with adults including a curate who had slit a vicar’s throat and a man who had killed his daughter on Brighton beach. However, Coombes was also in the company of a man who contributed to the Oxford English Dictionary and therefore was allowed an additional room in which to keep his books which Robert read. Other men would allow Robert to enrich his life learning how to play chess, cricket and musical instruments; these men gave him opportunities he hadn’t experienced whilst living at 35 Cave Road, the home where instead, he endured an abusive mother and an absent father.

Summerscale’s account of what happens after the trial gives the book its extraordinary twists and makes the second part of the book far more interesting than the original events leading up to the murder. It allowed the characters to regain some humanity and redemption. An added irony was that the adventures read about in the penny dreadfuls, seen as the cause of evil behaviour, ended up becoming the foreign adventures an abused East End boy could have only dreamt of.

This is an extraordinary and gripping tale, told in such vivid detail, that at times it is hard to believe that this isn’t a work of fiction!

 

Genre: Nonfiction, True Crime, History, Crime, Mystery, Biography, Victorian British Literature, 19th Century

Release Date: 1st January 2017

Publisher: Bloomsbury

Pages: 382

 

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#40. Set During A Holiday You Don’t Celebrate – The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet by David Mitchell (Paperback)

I really enjoyed David Mitchell’s first novel, Ghostwritten. I was confused by his third novel, Cloud Atlas (although after reading the book and then watching the film, everything suddenly slipped into place in my addled brain.) 

When reading Slade House, I realised this was a writer who has the ability to write about anything; it was probably one of the most frightening/disturbing novels I’d read.

So when I came across The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet in a charity shop for 50p, it was a bargain I couldn’t resist; however it never quite reached the top of my TBR pile. Thanks to this challenge, it's finally found a reason to become a priority read. 


“In your hands is a place like no other: a tiny, man-made island in the bay of Nagasaki, for two hundred years the sole gateway between Japan and the west. Here, in the dying days of the 18th century, a young Dutch clerk arrives to make his fortune. Instead he loses his heart.

 

Step onto the streets of Dejima and mingle with schemeing traders, spies, interpreters, servants and concubines as two cultures converge. In a tale of integrity and corruption, passion and power, the key is control – of riches and minds, and over death itself.”

Mainly set in 1799 & 1800, The Thousand Autumns of Jacob de Zoet is a character-driven, historical tale, that unfolds on the isolated Dutch trading post of Dejima in Japan. This small, man-made island in Nagasaki Bay, served as a window between the East and West amidst Japan’s strict isolation policy whereby Japan only traded with the Dutch. The Japanese were forbidden to mix with the Dutch and any attempts to break the rules resulted in dire consequences.

In this fictious tale, David Mitchell explores culture clashes, love, morality and ambition through the eyes of Jacob de Zoet, a young Dutch clerk who has been sent to Dejima to uncover corruption in the trading logs of the East India Company.
Jacob’s life takes an unexpected turn when he meets Orito Aibagawa and becomes infatuated with her. As Jacob struggles to come to terms with the complex nature of Japanese society, the novel reveals far bigger tensions between Eastern and Western values.

The book is beautifully poetic, however, I did find it a taxing read. There was an eloquence in the writing, and the descriptive nature of the book created vivid images of a time and place in history, but it made trying to keep up with conversations extraordinarily difficult. This book is filled with numerous characters. All have a role to play, but there are too many of them. Fortunately there is a list of characters to be found at the end of the book, so you can remind yourself of the connections as you read.

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